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Saturday, January 27 oh what's happening.feeling kinda ehh puzzled. that somehow more and more tasks are all pouring in and its almost drowning me pretty soon! when i thought, hah i shall have more time for studies but it seems more time are taken away!! time management. time management. management time. Heli Dont ask me why 12:24 AM Sunday, January 21 Hello Everyone!it isn't so that i've forgotten some of you or gone missing totally. anyhow, my apologies well. haven't met up with many of you for long. once a while, your name did flashed in my mind, and i recalled the good moments we had in the past, and it made me smiled a little. when i say, "i miss those days." please believe me, i really do. yet time doesn't flow back, things doesn't fall into the same place yet again. my hope is that, life would be better for each and everyone of us. we can't have every little thing in life i suppose. it was true in the past, it remains the same now. so many things i want to do as i grow, but so many other things i need to do, thus less time for what i want to do. hah. i wonder how my priorities in life had changed over these years. to some, it may appears to be quite ridiculous, at times maybe you did try to understand, but well... kind of look strange altogether to many of you. i ponder and ponder, and i insisted more than once about what i think. hah. although in my life right now, somehow over the years, the number of people hovering my life has certainly decrease, but it is good and precious relationships i've built up with them. some just came into my life recently, and they proved to be impactful in my life. and i thank God for these people. what am i getting about? hah. probably back to my very old self. thoughts and just thoughts. nothing really happened, but i make it sound in the entry as if something has just occurred. and yes, probably some senseless ramblings, meaningless you say. my friend, i miss those days. really. i miss you. Heli Dont ask me why 7:06 PM Sunday, January 7 Semester TwoTomorrow's starting school again! 2 day week for now - monday and friday. For a moment, it just occurs to me that i'm starting it all over again. Taking bus 151 to school - the 90mins journey. Printing of lecture notes - i think i should get a new printer. cheap ink kind. Trying to do readings on the bus - end up sleeping through out. But this sem... not going to fool around le! gonna work doubly hard for my 4.2! yup! Heli Dont ask me why 9:53 PM Thursday, January 4 ???... yuting wants me to say... I LOVE YOU ...to her. so here it is! =P Heli Dont ask me why 10:13 PM |
Personal archives 2002.11 .: Thoughts :. I know i have to let you go.. Everyone tells me this is so... See, my life has stopped since You passed away Sometimes i can't bear it Even for one more day.. Thoughts of you consume me Every second of everyday I just want it back you know The way things used to be... In my life you held the key And now i have just your memory And though this is not enough for me This is how it has to be... I need to laugh again without feeling guilty You aren't here... I feel so alone & full of tear It's so terribly hard when all that's Left is tears... Mum, i wish you are here Just plainly listening to me... I promise to keep you safe Where you have always been of course In my heart, that's the place... |